I currently find myself stuck as a recent graduate with no idea on where to move forward, caught in a stand still. I just don't want to stay here. I want to make a difference somewhere, anywhere.
Very more lonely now then in a long time. Camp is quiet and dark. The movies play a background music to my evil lonely thoughts. Everyone’s world is moving forward and I’m just sitting in my wooden cage wanting someone to want to be here. The comfort of their body but also the feel of how they want me in their eyes. Not sexually but intellectually, physically for my smile, emotionally for my charisma, intimately to the touch of our hands. Its hard sitting alone watching the world go round and I’m still caught standing still almost a year later.
